CHELLE (like where are you?!)

okay, so Mich was meant to blog yesterday night, but she was busy doing something else, i can't stand the look of our blog looking so dead so yeah!!!!

Her exams are overrrrrrrrrr and mine are just never ending! i've finished...

English lang
Music
Chinese listening
Chinese reading
Maths paper 1
Business paper 1

yep! overall, all were... so far so good, except for maths :( i have to work REAL hard on paper 2 to get least a B yo! at least push my marks up a bit! Right now i have no papers for a week, till June, gotta take advantage of the 1 week break to study everything else! so far i have 8 more papers to go, im considered lucky man compared to others who have 11? or more than that! :S

anyhoots, my birthday was good, pictures are on www.xanga.com/smelly_butt if your one of those who only visits a blog for pictures :p ( haha im not saying thats wrong, i do that sometimes too =x) My days have been passing really fast because of all the revision and all the hOOhA! Thank you uber much to Euodia for tutoring me mad! She can really teach man! i think even better than some of my teachers. :)

Well this week we're launching the 3rd service on Sunday! it'll be our YOUTH service :D (i'm excited for that!) :O! We'll still be having our Acts meetings on fridays if im not mistaken however its just going to be foundation classes going on. So yep! I miss everyone back in Acts!! haven't seen them in AGESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

oh yeah have i mentioned that my finger nails are getting too long!!! their causing my typos (now i know how Rowena feels) hahahahaah Well i just got back from Business exam and i'm beat. I want to take a shower but then i wanna enjoy whats left of the weather toooo~ oh wellzah!

Well thank you all for making this 17 th birthday for me a memorable one! i loved the little suprises that i didn't expect. Special thanks to my friends in school and Yvonne, Jo and Bernard!! for suprising me :) much much much MUCHHHHH love, hehe..

HAHAHA :) messing arounddd during studyy~

WAAAA Sakai :p

oh btw, my mom talked to me about photography as a minor :O when i go back to singapore.

maylee (:

CHELLE.

oh beautiful wonderful chelle, your so gonna get it from me when i see you man! but thank you for the sweet post below the OH SO *ahem* picture. you crack me up man!

i'll miss em moments but surely i'll come back and for definate there will be more! hahaha i swear man michelle here can be the LAMEST person on the face of this earth, she comes up wit the craziest ideas ever, thats why she cracks me up. Always there for me to text and wait for like 19854091 days for her to reply, if she had a car she'd come visit me :) thats how special i am to her! anyways, i just wanted to add a post to you know 'thank' you!

love,

meliSARS.

VERY THE BALI!
I hereby present to you, the..person-who-looks-like-one-who-reacts-slow-when-slapped MELISSA LEE! Who happens to be promoting the facial product she's used. Haahahahhahahah! And while at it, she grew a beard! :) Mafia man! HAHAHA.

I've been *coughs* forced to write something about this woman! Hahaha! Haven't i done this like a couple of times? HAHA. Anyways, yeah. She's grown over the years. Shaped and disciplined by God. Makes her seem so perfect. (Right) :P HAHAHA. But she's this really really awesome girl with an awesome personality serving an awesome God! She can be so lame at times but i forgive her for that. ;) I think its safe to say that we went a long way back. From the hi and bye buddies to actually being really close. Hahaha, all those really random moments and names we'd have and come up with! The EMPIRE moments. It's something that i'd definitely keep in my heart man. HAHAHA. And who happens to be leaving for Singapore REALLY soon! HAHA. I'll definitely miss you! Haha but at the same time ecstatically excited for you and what God is going to do through you! God's going to ZOOM you into a future you could never imagine it to be. So much thrill and life awaits you. ;) We've GOT TO KEEP in touch man. Hahaha! Like on everything. HAHAHA. My Sponbob. Thank you for all the lame moments as well as, on the more serious side, all the support you've always been giving me. Truly a daughter of God. Never fails to win the heart of God in so many ways. Can't wait to see you grow dude. May God bless you abundantly in all areas of your life. To live a life of prosperity through Christ! Really reminds me of the parable of the mustard seed where it may seem so small at first, but as it begins to grow..it's gonna be HUGE! :D HAHA THAT WILL BE YOU MAN! God's going to carry you all the way. :) HEHA! Awu eh. Awsomely blessed to have you as a friend dear! :) And now i leave you all with the end results of the freakingly awkward yet cool picture earlier. :) HAHAHA.

love, michelles.

woahwoahwaoh!

(: hey guys, things have been packing up with the exams, and what nots. Prom audtions are this week if im not wrong, and hopefully me and bils will be doing something. hehe we haven't even practised, but itsokayyyyy~

Well, i won't be going to the Hillsongs Conference after all, personal finance issues at home, but itsokay, i know there are still many opportunites :) Besides that, i just got the news that i have no where to stay right now in Singapore when i return, so mommy is going back there for 5 days to settle my 'apartment?' 8).... HEHEHE The thing is i have no one to share it with, like when my mom comes back... so yeah. But i believed that God's gonna take care of all of that... Mom's told me to get some things packed for her to bring back so that i don't have to carry a whole load back when i leave~ So been choosing the certain clothes and stuff (books * ahem *, guitar, piano HAHA ) so on and so forth. I'm really excited about it, can't wait to meet new and interesting people. I know Singapore ain't that far from Brunei and stuff, but its most definately a new enviroment to adjust to, like com'on; time over there is like 'CHOP CHOP' and the drivers...However, I'll be leaving my home, daddyyy, friends, my bed. :(, but i'll certainly come back for the holidays.

I can't wait to take 'Public Transport' again~ i remember my 3 years there, it was so much fun hanging with friends after school and taking bus and MRT rides ANYWHERE! :D unlike here in Brunei where you really have to depend on cars. I know the competition in Laselle is hard, i could sense it when i walked in, but i know i'm gonna have fun. Its what i've worked for, and what i'm so proud of! so ALL THE WAY BABY hehehe.

I'll be attending Heart of God Church, its been like i think 7 years? or less since i last been there. I can't wait to get plugged in and ready to meet the challenges ahead! Hopefully when i'm in Singapore i'll meet up with Bernard, Joyce, ling and Jeremy, it'd be nice. (: Then of course theres the shopping which i have to control... oh and yes have i mentioned? I have to work haha, its going to be busy busyy bussssyyy... but you know this will be my first time 'working' as in like a proper JOB.

Exams are in like 2 weeks, or so. Some people have exams this Friday (goodluck!) First exam is English Lang (for meeeeee). Which i'm 'okay' in. Aiming for an A, since i've been getting Bs. Well i hope everyones doing fine, and Von if your reading this Miss You dude! hope your having a good time. See you Wednesday!

Emerson!

love,

mel

this was just days before.

Rae, even though we've moved houses. I think about you a whole lot, the times we fight over the the stupid tv, having dinner infront of the TV, tomyam challenges, you singing me to bed, faking sick just to make me a birthday cake, oprah freaks, i love and i miss you. I know you can hear me, right now the day you left, that exact feeling is hitting me again, yeah it hurts, and i've let go of you, i just miss you. I know thats alright right?

this much, so much, i love you.

Hello bello! Kind of reminds me of Jelly Bellies. Hmm. (AHAHA Mel, popcorn flavour..uhh :P) Anyways, i'm serious running out of things to even blog about. Hahaha School was fine today. Was still pretty wiped out from yesterday's hectic schedule but it got a little better in the later morning! BUT AGAIN, things got slightly heavy in the afternoon. I was bothered with a lot of things. Well actually not that much, just two things. But the pressure kept pushing me harder and harder. I didn't feel so good. It kept bothering me the whole afternoon that i couldn't get myself to focus on studying. I was so so so desperate for an answer then. I needed an answer from God. Honestly, this is seriously the first time i've ever had so so much compassion over a friend. I mean, i'm not saying like i've never had on my other friends. I did but this one just feels really different. What the amazing thing is i'm not even close to that friend. I believe this is really what the passion for other people is all about. Having this great unexplainable compassion over the person that you'd wreck your brains out just to help him/her. So i was having my supposedly afternoon quiet time. I was all prepared and ready after singing a few songs and all, i was so ready to talk to God and everything until...........my mom came in to my room. NICE RIGHT?!?! She wanted me to do something. I was honestly annoyed but yeah i just sucked air in and did what she asked me to do. Then i continued my quiet time. It felt good. It's one of those moments when desperation calls out loud and you'd do anything. I felt that way. I really really needed Him to guide me. My heart was heavy and was carrying a load i knew i couldn't carry on my own. I decided to release it into His hands again.

And how i was telling Him that i wasn't gonna go anywhere until i hear Him. So in the stillness, i waited on Him. It didn't take very long for Him to answer me. He started encouraging me, even led me to the Word to confirm that it's clearly what He wants me to do.


That's what i get for trusting Him. HAHAHAHA WHICH IS GREAT! I just love my Creator so much! Knowing that i can always rely on Him. Reminding me again and again of how He'll carry me through times like these. I'm just so in love with Him man! His kindness will never depart from us. :) rawr! LOVE LOVE!

michelles.

Oh happy day! Like, hello! :D I've been great! I mean, not all that great on the pressure of all the work, meetings, projects.. whatever. They kept coming and my head was full of junk. And knowing that times when all these happens, we get weak. But i remember 2 days ago if i'm not mistaken, i was really swamped with homework, (i couldn't even finish some of them) i was in my room just doing and doing my work while listening to music (I HEART REVOLUTION ♥) so i was doing and doing.. then i just stopped. I felt myself drawing more and more to the music and suddenly i found Him. I began to sing along and my heart followed. I felt His presence flowing into my humble little room. When i was suppose to be doing my work, i stopped and just worshipped Him. Then i just started praying and talking to Him about everything. As i talked to Him about everything, i started to release the weight off my shoulders. It just really reminded me of what Derek told me about you know, everything that we do, do and release into God's hands. No matter what it is, studying, just doing something you're talented at..everything. That's exactly what i did. And i felt way way lighter. SO much better. Really highlights the verse that i just recently love which is

Romans 8:14 :"As many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are Sons of God."

Really reminds me from time to time, that i have a God where when times are hard, and i feel that i really can't go on or make it through, He's gonna carry me through it! Because i am His daughter! (: Given a beautiful promise that He will always be there to carry me through it all if only I do one thing. Release. So many times we have problems in life, where we either panic or push it aside. They add more weight to our hearts. But God is always more than willing to take it from us if we’re willing to ask Him to do so. :D I just really wanna encourage you guys out there, probably reading this, when you’re facing difficult times, to learn to trust in God, to release it into His hands. But of course when you do that, you don’t do nothing right? HAHA. I mean like take for example, your studies. You don’t just say to God, “Okay God, I’m gonna just leave it all into Your hands!” and really leave it all to Him and not study at all. No way, God will help you! Haha! When you leave something in His hands, it means you also have to do your part. To study what you can but at the same time trust God that He will help you! :D AWESOME? YES? YES! hahahHHA!

Okay, I don’t have much time now. SO I’LL BLOG AGAIN SOON! :D LOVE YOU DUDES!

michelles.