HELLO WORLD!!...again

Well sorry for the lack of updates from me, been really tired and yeah lazy to blog. So far so good! the holidays are alright :) I slept up to 4 today, because i was really beat after the 6 days of going out haha so yup! Been going to Qlap mall alot well for the past 2 days, to hang out with friends :)

SO far i've watched :

They're pretty much alright (: Satistfied with the movies i've watched. i've actually lost my mood to blog, so i'll just upload a few more pictures!


eh loh vee ee,

Melissa

ps: chelle i'm so very proud of you, learning piano by yourself and all!! ahah miss you!!!

i am totally speechless and have nothing to say. But all i can say is that i am fine. Well pretty fine. hahaha. Mel, it feels like ages since we've talked and no matter how dead this is, we're keeping this up okie. HAHA. :) You're leaving like so soon. dang. hahaha.

legs > heart > lungs > heart > arms.
blood.
ahhaha. RANDOM.

untying the weight bags;

MICAH 7:8

8 Do not rejoice over me, my enemy;
When I fall, I will arise;
When I sit in darkness,
The LORD will be a light to me.

michelles.

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see.

i love this. Great lyrics. Great vocals. Catchy song. I LOVE IT! I sing this like almost everywhere and anywhere i go. :P I know its always being played on tv and stuff. But to really capture what the song is all about is something not done all the time by people. Hahaha.

michelles.

I'm staying in Your arms today, Always and Forever!

Goodmorning!!!!

OOOkay its 15more minutes till afternoon, OHWELL! Today is SUNDAYYY :D hehe, bohyy am i excited for todays service!! After this i'll be going to study a bit of Physics and hopefully some Business? :) 4 more papers! just 4 more! till i'm freeeeeeeee well i've got some stuff to things to prepare for the farewell hehe...

The recital yesterday was alright, it was a little bit too long if you ask me. I had fun performing, Von was panicking that she couldn't remember the lyrics, so i had to look at her when it was her part hahaha. Hopefully i'll get to perform somemore before i leave to Singapore, got to get rid of this 'stage fright' hehehe. so excited!! got around 50 days left in Brunei ):

God,

How could i ever thank you for all you've done for me, but give this life; all that i have, to You. You took the Weight of the World on Your shoulders. You did all for me, I can't believe i serve the King the ONE and ONLY, I can't wait for you move your fire over this place, ignite Your Fire. Before i ever called Your name, you gave Your life for me. You did it all for me. You've showed me LIFE. You have my whole 'life' all planned out, You want the BEST for me. I know at times i might fall, and doubt You, but i know i find my way back to You. Nothing can ever compare to that. I love you so much, thank You.

'Take me as i am, into your new scarred hands and when i run so far away, you always call me back again.'

my light, dedicated.

el oh vee yee;

mel

Mummy OH mummy (:

" NA Happy Birthday "

a daily conversation i had with my mom :)

Me: maaaaaa did you buy and clothes recently?
Ma: ya why?
Me: can i see them :D
Ma: okay, their in my closet...

*opens closet.*

Me: wow. and this can fit you? hehehe
Ma: why not?! okay la, they might not...
Me: uh huh.
Ma: "NA happy birthday" *hands me the shorts*

HAHAHAH shes so adorable (: she was a bit blur when she said it because she was doing her 'own' stuff so i left with the shorts haha...

and i just realised that i'm taller than her now, and i look alot like her HAHAHA. yep this was such a random post.

5 more papers! :D

el oh vee yee,

mel :)

And i know You'll never let me go.

Literature is OVER :)

It was alright. 2hours and 40minutes, endured! hahaha, i was honestly drifting of a bit... haha

Anyway last night, i couldn't get to sleep, 1am passed then 2am... it wasn't because anything was bothering me, i felt excited for some reason!! Wow man i just sat in bed thinking about what God has done for me, and what he has done for friends that have told me about their testimonies, and it just blows my mind. And the coolest part is... What more now? :) He's gonna do much greater things, greater plans!,... wow.

'Oh love in the shadows
Be the light who leads me on
You're love I will follow Be my guide,
you're will be done Oh Lord'

Life's greatttttttt :D, I've seen how much my parents have grown stronger over these pass few years, and although they continue to stumble during the hard times in life, i'm just so amazed at how they are able to hang on. Especially my Daddy, like man he works from morning (around when i leave the house which is around 7.) till, 12 in the morning when i'm asleep, and yes i hardly see him, but even so i still i feel so close to him. I wanna encourage you all who have parents who are still unbelievers to PRESSON. We've heard of people who've prayed for their mothers/fathers for years and finally see the breakthrough come to pass. It's just so amazing.

We know the King of Kings, the Creator, Saviour. The one who loves us to the Ends of the earth, the one that'll never let us down or leave us nor forsake us, i'm asking you, what more do you ever need? When you have Jesus, you have Everything.

I'm so proud of both you of you, you have NO IDEA.. World, meet My mommy and my daddy, the two most outstanding people in my life. They've inspired me so much to see that life is hard, but nevertheless you still 'fight' :)

I dare you to Dream big! 8)

lalalalalove,

Melissa :D

Hahaha! Oh man! Yesterday, i made it to the blogging box. But nothing was touched. Well actually, i typed one line and then that's it. Been really busy with a lot of things. Even my blogging mood is slipping away. :P Hahaha. It's either that or i really don't know what to talk about. My business has been wrapped around school, my devotional time, issues and everything else. And i've honestly never been any busier in my life! There was Exams, Acts' Big Day, School, Magazine, songs, God.. man everything that makes my life so exciting. I've learned and been learning at the same time, to live life out of it. To really appreciate every single moment of your life like there's no tomorrow. But honestly, things feel very confusing now. HAHA. It's like half good and bad for some reason. I DON'T KNOW! HAHAHA. Sometimes i just think about too many things at a time, that i can't focus on one thing. But i'll sort things out, that's for sure. (: As much as i want everything to be fine and easy, i still need to face it that things aren't gonna be easy. I hate that fact but that's just life. But that makes it all exciting anyways. (: I've got my God, what more could i ever ask for?

jas, i miss you man.
MEL, i miss you so much too fishamazoto (oops, i think i changed it again!)
bev, i'll see you soon :) heehaaa!!

i miss Acts so much. seriously.

michelles.

Jesus, i pray so hard that You don't pass me by. If it is Your will, please take these away from me. ONLY According to Your will, God. No one else.