Its in your Hands.

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YES! exams are just in 2days. i'm excited but nervous at the same time hehe. I want to get it done and get the Grades that are just going to make me crumble down like "APPLE CRUMBLE!" (which is a good thing!) hehe. Well updates, I've been studying and sick for the past week? Homeworks, and 'lastminute' topics to cram in lessons! Basically, its been tiring but alright!

Today me and my parents had a meeting with my head of year, Mr. Airdre about further studies. Talking about Laselle and what are the grades i need to get to 'get into' the school. Basically at least 5 Gcse grades C and above. i'm still aiming for my 4A*s and the rest As! Not gonna limit myself man! :D So I gotta do reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy well in the mocks! because Laselle will be taking those results first to pre-admit me? something like that. I'm going to singapore in Feb, because theres an 'openday' to let new students 'roam' around, talk to the teachers and to get more info! Then yep....

So thats studies... How do you spend your quiet times? I tried SO MANY ways till i finally found one that suits me and that i can have a fixed TIME, PLACE, PATTERN! hehe. I do it around 11pm at night, i start of by singing songs of worship and praise, its really true that when it comes down to praise and worship, its not about the music or the people around you. Its all about Jesus. Anyway after that, i begin to pray in tongues and talk to God like a friend tell him about my day (even though i know he knows what happened). I laugh sometimes and cry sometimes, and i pray for the things i need to. Then if God leads me to a verse i look it up, if not i read the book of John (still on it hehe), somehow i just don't want to say 'amen' in my prayer, because it feels like i end it there hahaha, so i just continue to talk to Him, turn off my lights and talk to him till i actually doze to sleep...

These were the days, when we had our GCSE exams at night? hehe

When it comes down to describing HOW amazing YOU are, i go speechless.