Hello bello! Kind of reminds me of Jelly Bellies. Hmm. (AHAHA Mel, popcorn flavour..uhh :P) Anyways, i'm serious running out of things to even blog about. Hahaha School was fine today. Was still pretty wiped out from yesterday's hectic schedule but it got a little better in the later morning! BUT AGAIN, things got slightly heavy in the afternoon. I was bothered with a lot of things. Well actually not that much, just two things. But the pressure kept pushing me harder and harder. I didn't feel so good. It kept bothering me the whole afternoon that i couldn't get myself to focus on studying. I was so so so desperate for an answer then. I needed an answer from God. Honestly, this is seriously the first time i've ever had so so much compassion over a friend. I mean, i'm not saying like i've never had on my other friends. I did but this one just feels really different. What the amazing thing is i'm not even close to that friend. I believe this is really what the passion for other people is all about. Having this great unexplainable compassion over the person that you'd wreck your brains out just to help him/her. So i was having my supposedly afternoon quiet time. I was all prepared and ready after singing a few songs and all, i was so ready to talk to God and everything until...........my mom came in to my room. NICE RIGHT?!?! She wanted me to do something. I was honestly annoyed but yeah i just sucked air in and did what she asked me to do. Then i continued my quiet time. It felt good. It's one of those moments when desperation calls out loud and you'd do anything. I felt that way. I really really needed Him to guide me. My heart was heavy and was carrying a load i knew i couldn't carry on my own. I decided to release it into His hands again.

And how i was telling Him that i wasn't gonna go anywhere until i hear Him. So in the stillness, i waited on Him. It didn't take very long for Him to answer me. He started encouraging me, even led me to the Word to confirm that it's clearly what He wants me to do.


That's what i get for trusting Him. HAHAHAHA WHICH IS GREAT! I just love my Creator so much! Knowing that i can always rely on Him. Reminding me again and again of how He'll carry me through times like these. I'm just so in love with Him man! His kindness will never depart from us. :) rawr! LOVE LOVE!

michelles.