overcoming it.

The truth is, its so hard. I've told myself over and over again, that it won't affect me, but in the end it does. I'm so sick and tired of it, i just turned to God. He told me to get rid of the past. At first i thought to myself i can't do this on my own, i don't know why...even when i'm OVER IT.

Today, i got rid of it. Well i didn't do it myself, but i told my mom about my continous nightmares, eating disorders and a lack of concentration, i also informed her about what God told me to do. She gathered all the things, and not even a thought she got burnt EVERYTHING. You have no idea how great i feel right now, the peace that i've been lacking ever since the nightmares. I'm over it completely. Jesus is my freedom, He is the Solution, He loves me more than my parents, He wants the best for me. How is it that i can believe in something that i don't see? It's the faith.

We have to face it, even if we're followers of Christ... Life is still hard, but with the God we find things much more possible than without Him. We're still human, we fall into things like love and what not. I just want to encourage you that God has that special person for you out there, and he's planned it ALL out man, so i learnt a long time a ago when Ling preached a message about something like this, and she said not to 'experiment' with God.

People have told me that their really amazed at how i could handle things like this. It's not me, it' s God. I realised that i can't do it without Him. (L) oh my my my. (:

Another day, Another problem, Overcomed! I.M.POSSIBLE!!