michelle. no other hope than hope in Jesus Christ! says:
JABALI HABALI HEY!
michelle. no other hope than hope in Jesus Christ! says:
DEEPAVALI
michelle. no other hope than hope in Jesus Christ! says:
JABALI JABALI JABALI HEY!
michelle. no other hope than hope in Jesus Christ! says:
HABALI DEEPAVALI!!!!
m ^ ; yes, You've won my heart (: (L) says:
HAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


i find this chant completely absurd. :P HAHAHAHA. but i'd "chant" it to you anyways. HAAHA. EMPIRE YO! <3

michelles.

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran



for you, mel. (:


michelles.

PHEW!

i had a hard afternoon, got some bottled emotions out of my system! ahaha, was feeling a bit grey after i got home from school but you know its all okay now :).

FRESHWINDS TOMORROW!!!!! but Trinity exams first! i just had my last and final practise with my teacher. ALL THE BEST TO ME :D

I'm getting a fever now, this happens after i've been crying so weird but yeah ah well i'm going to pack for freshwinds tonight and practise piano ALOT but not so much of voice because i need to give it a rest, if i practise too much i might loose my voice. :S thats no good...

Well i'm gonna miss CHELLE! while im gone, feel loved? ;). Don't worry if i had money i'll get you something from there! Missing 2 days of school to hear Gods impacting word is so worth it hehehe...

oh yeah more info about Pastor Chi, i promised :)

Well his testimony was mainly about him and his ministry in China. I found it mind-blowing. He had died nine times (okay let that sink in first)... and everytime he died, God brought him back to earth telling him that it wasn't his time to die. At the age of 9 he fell into a well and drowned, at the age of 16? i think he got run over by a machine... and other times consist of heartattacks, electric shocks. He too the faith to preach the word in China, but it got him persecuted and he was in jail for 5 years. During that 5 years he had a heart attack as well. But during one of his deaths, God brought him to Hell then to Heaven. He described hell as a painful place where souls were continously tortured, and he described heaven as a bright and beautiful place, he felt at home. He didn't want to return to earth, but an angel told him that it wasn't his time to die yet.

Thats basically it. We're praying for China to have the freedom to worship the freedom for those who desire and long to hear Gods word. and the more we pray the more our prayers are going to get answered. like Pastor Satish said, we don't just pray because the sake of praying, we pray for RESULTS and AMEN we're gonna see God move mightly in China!

:) I can't wait to hear the WORD God has prepared in Pastor Satish's heart to preach to the congrigation in Freshwinds, and i believe that many lives are going to experience breakthroughs! that Deep burn inside my heart i can feel the fire igniting and ingulfing into flames the desperation to see souls get saved in JIS! OH Gods gonna move mightly in JIS, i believe i see it and with faith, prayer and desperation we'll see it!

till next time! don't hold your peee :)

hello readers :)

my tuesday started with a late morning wake up call from my mommy, me, jess and charlotte were really tired... i seriously didn't think i would last until the end of the day. Chelle sent me verses and Jess kept singing 'i will love the lord will all my heart etc...' and it cheered me up and yeah i headed for my day...

I just came back from Prayer Meeting and Dang so many things happened. We met Pastor Satish the Pastor that'll be speaking in Freshwinds and he talked for a bit, Man hes so COOL! and we also met a Pastor Chi from shanghai dude his testimony will blow your mind. i'll blog about it tomorrow because right now im exhausted and i need rest, but lets just say that he died 9 times and hes still here..

my trinity exams are in 2 days and im terrified i got my grade 1 piano piece mastered! :D and im ready to meet my examiner, mr wilkinson?.. i dont know if thats how you spell his name. but yah. I'll be seeing him twice on that day one at 9.12 for piano and one at 9.58 for voice!! :D im actually excited but nervous at the same time...

ah well, chelle posted like 3 times in a row, im really piled up with crazy chunks of work. But im really proud that i completed 7/9 things for my holiday homework :D



so till next time! Remember that With prayer anything's possible!

You are the light

That's leading me

To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.

You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.

You are the light to my soul.

You are my purpose...you're everything.

Such a cold morning! Good morning! Started my morning by reading my Bible. Was reading up on Saul and Samuel. How Saul got rejected as a king. One thing that really caught my eyes was when God said He REGRETTED. He actually regretted setting Saul up on the mission to kill the Amalekites. Well, this is the NKJ version. But still, for some reason, it just stunned me! I think regret is such a strong word. But it was pointed more to that word in some other versions. NIV used 'grieved'. It was so bad that He even regretted it. Saul disobeyed God by sparing King Agag of Amalek and some fat animals. Haha. Really, fatlings. Anyways, somehow when i read that sentence. 'the LORD regretted that He had made Saul king over Israel.' I felt that sadness there, sensing that God was really THAT hurt to have done that. After putting so much trust in Saul. Yes, there is only one thing God cannot control. Our will. He could if He wanted to, but if He did, we will be like robots. God gave us the freedom to choose. :) That's why in life, we have to make lots of decisions. Thats why when God tells us what to do or when we ask Him what to do, we'd always say, "Let Your will be done." What I'm trying to say is that, to go through this life with all the super jumbo decisions that are needed to make, the best solution is always led back to God. When we live in the way He wants us to live, He promises us a safe and exciting future. Not only that, He promises us undying love. The most AMAZING thing about it is that He will never stop loving you. It doesn't matter who you are, where you are .. whether you are a Christian or not. He will still love you. I love that.

This is how much God loved the world: He gave his Son, his one and only Son. And this is why: so that no one need be destroyed; by believing in him, anyone can have a whole and lasting life. God didn't go to all the trouble of sending his Son merely to point an accusing finger, telling the world how bad it was. He came to help, to put the world right again. Anyone who trusts in him is acquitted; anyone who refuses to trust him has long since been under the death sentence without knowing it. And why? Because of that person's failure to believe in the one-of-a-kind Son of God when introduced to him. JOHN 3:16

God LOVED the world this much. He was so passionate about the people that He actually gave something. Not just anything, but His son, Jesus. Now, Jesus, in his appearance was a human as well, for a father to lose his son, wouldn't that be SO painful? He gave something to us so dear. He could have chose to destroy the whole world and have the whole wide open space to Himself or something. But God, is never selfish. He thought of us. INFACT, He thought of us long before this world even began. We are all so precious..so priceless in His eyes. He chose not to but instead He gave US His son. One and ONLY son. So that we may be saved through His son, Jesus Christ. And He only asks us for one thing. Relationship. To have a relationship with Him. An imperfect human with a perfect God. What could be better than this? :)



You stole my heart.
How can i stand here with You and not be moved by You?
I don't regret what i have with You. <3>

michelles.

The tide is turning
This is redemptions hour
In the midst of a world lost for love
You are all we have now
The lost returning
Salvation is all around
In the midst of the world broken down
You are all we have now
For You are God and this hope is ours

So Father open the skies
Flood the earth with Your light
This is love
To break the world indifferent

Our hearts are burning
A fire that won't burn out
In the midst of a world that's grown cold
You are all we have now
The earth resounding
The anthem of your reknown
As we lift up our eyes
and look to Your glory

Call us out
Let the world see
You are God
and this hope is ours
So call us out
Let the world see
You are God, as we sing

Father open the skies
Flood the earth with Your light
This is love
To break the world indifferent
As we lift up our eyes
Fill our hearts with Your fire
In a world of sin
We'll be different, the difference
so call us out
let the world see
You are God, and this hope is ours

Our eyes are open
Every chain now broken
In this world
We are different
Let Your love become us
As we live to make You famous
In this world
We are different
So call us out
Let the world see
You are God, as we sing

Father open the skies
Flood the earth with Your light
This is love
To break the world indifferent
As we lift up our eyes
Fill our hearts with Your fire
In a world of sin
We'll be different, the difference
so call us out
let the world see
You are God, One and only
In this world
You are all we have now

michelles.

9 homeworks? BRING IT ON!

Well, i've done my business, foods, chinese and biology! :D that leaves 5 more to go? im taking a break at the moment. Yesterday was the last time i was allowed to go out and i luckily i had fun! Now its time to study... mocks are not that far away. anyway, when i came home from Karen and Charlottes dance performance at JP Ampitheater, my mom said that she was stuck in Limbang, cus the border closed at 10 so yeah, i wonder how i was going to do to church today. So i nicely asked my dad and he got a bit fustrated so yeah... Told me to stay at home to do my work. So i did and even though i missed the message i told God to help me do my work so that i can glorify him in the end. I felt so sad that i couldn't go to Church since yesterday night, but then the holy spirit convicted me and told me to obey my parents so i did.

I asked Von how the message was and she said it was good, and that'll she'll tell me later after dying her hair :) so i can't wait to hear it. PLUS i'll buy the audio CD next week. Freshwinds is in 4 dayyyyyyyyyyyyys! We're taking a bus down so.... ROADDD TRIPZZAH! oh i found out that im going to sing in Clement Chow's team for all his sessions! My first time man and i heard that his Praise and Worship Sessions are LONG :D

BUT BEFORE i can enjoy all that i have to go through a...

piano and vocal exam this thursday as well in the early morning hours...Piano is at 9.12am and vocal is at 9.53am, i'm pretty confident in piano hehe grade 1. but as for voice im a bit nervous. BUT i know that i'm going to do the best and i'm going to get the grade and im going use that to GLORIFY GOD :D

I would like to say, WELL DONE TO CHARLOTTE AND KAREN, I'm proud of you guys :) thats what i call glorifying GOD!

Okay! i'm going out soon to p&w practicez! But i thank God for what happened today. :D


First, i was STRUGGLING to find transport to AC2. And i was running out of time. But then God, saved me once again. My brother was allowed to drive so he's going to send me there. Then Nard will be sending me home. :) THANK YOU BERNARD IF YOU ARE EVER GOING TO SEE THIS! :P Sorry for waking you up.

Second, I GOT A POSITION IN CLASS! Finally man! :P Well it isn't much but its just the 6Th position. HAHA. But still, I've been unplaced for almost the whole year except for the First Assessment Test. :D I'm really happy about it. Cause all i wanted was to go up to form 5. And now this! :P MY GOD IS AMAZING! :) <3


Okay, i need to go now. :D



toodlezo,
michelles.

Im currently on www.freerice.com!

its really fun, helps your english alot and plus you help people! dang am i far behind :(. ahah well i'm just here to blog about my day, its been alrighty! my solo recording didn't go so well tho, my teacher said i could have done better, but whats done is done! and im feeling well better.

Next to come is my Trinity exams which is Next week, but i realise after Trinity Exams, i'll be off to FRESHWINDS! :D WOOHOO 29th November people @ imperial Hotel, miri! oh if there is anyone out there that would like to join let me know :D its from the 29th Nov - 2nd Dec! I can't wait for it so excited!!!

Well me and my mom had a quite unpleasent ride home because i asked the 'question' again. i've gotta try to ask during the right time, seriously now. I was having a very small quiet moment on my way home, then the mood changed after i got out of the car, like all the tension that built up just went away, i know who did that for me :)

Today..

ENGLISH TEACHER: whats the time Abdullah?
silence for a moment while he checks, but before he could answer...
JORDAN: Its 2:17 on my watch
ENGLISH TEACHER: TURNS AND LOOKS. WHO PRESSED YOUR BUTTON?
JORDAN: i was just offering the time
ENGLISH: Nobody asked you for your offer.

so funny man.

DADDY, i think I'm falling in love with You all over again.

there. i said it out BIG and LOUD. :) teeheehees.

--edit--

Okay, that was too short. But i shall blog anyways. Okay so, today i did the exact same thing which I've been doing for weeks now. I don't want to repeat again man. HA HA, Mel is currently whistling the nursery music, "Go To Sleep" and is not replying me. So sad. :P But i think today, i did a little more. I've spent almost the whole afternoon doing Min Yi's website for her. It's all done anyways. Then i talked to Von, Min Yi, Esther, Ying, Valeen and i think that is all. HAHAHA. Now i am talking to Mel, Bev and Valeen. I don't know why am i telling you all this. I've been telling everyone that i want to go shopping. HAHA. And i love this :

i wouldn't mind getting any of these for my birthday. Like, really. IT IS SO PRETTY! :(

michelles.

HELLO! To whoever is reading. First of all, mel, doesn't mean you can suck up all my energy like this! :( HAHA! Anyways, welcome to balijecello which i keep mistaking as bajijecello due to a certain reason. But i shall not go into details about that. Baji---lijecello has a meaning to it. Hahaha, i think only Mel and I would understand. :) As usual I did nothing but stay at home. :D But i thinki slept a lot today. HAHA. Don't know why but i felt tired. :S Insaneeeeee! OKAY i'm running out of things to say but okay. HHAHAA!


mel, my grandmother can eat faster than you. HAHAHAHA. We're so cool that the ice cubes get jealous. :P


michelles.

HEH HEY!

wow i haven't used blogspot in ages, ever since my blog with Jess and Dra like agesssss ago! ahaha well this was a random decision to share a site with Chelle :), firstly thank you oh so very much for handling it all the layout etc! you know your on holiday right =p so you have the time of the world so yah! Well i just finished revising for a chinese vocab test tomorrow, and im doing my solo recording again but my voice isn't quite there yet, still recovering from the flu :(. But i know i serve a MIGHTY GOD that will heal me AMEN!

Well nothing muchs been up, January Mock exams are just around the coner, and im starting to 'feel' it ahahahaha so yeah i better get my 'head in the game!' LAME. My english teacher told us about what we have to prepare for and all, and he said we had to re-read Lord of the Flies, Into the wind Shortstories, Poetry and Macbeth! I'm pretty nervous now since we gotta memorize quotes! But i remember i wrote this empathy paper on Lord on the Flies and i got a B :) pretty proud of myself actually! ;).

oh and yes to those readers who read my other blog, don't worry i'll still be updating that site (www.xanga.com/smelly_butt) its been with me for years now! i can't abandon it! so yes,yes...

i'll end with this. MICHELLE YOUR SO HUAHO!!

LOVE,

melisSARS :)

celloJABALI!

testing! :D mel, you're so jabali. you know that? HAHAHA!