My voice is going soon and my speakers aren't working!!!! -_______-' anyway, my auditions are on the 13th of March, and im half way done with my composition piece. I haven't found my 'upbeat' song yet, and i've settled with One Moment in Time for my ballad. :D. The song is real hard to sing, and to make things worse i can't listen to Whitney Housten sing it on YouTube becauseeee my speakers aren't working :( ( OH THE HORROR ) .
On the lighter note, TOMORROWS AFC'S 6th BIRTHDAY!!! Been having dance practises with the little kids from PLK, screaming at them to stay still ahahaha, but im really impress they could learn the whole dance within 1 week! Thats why me and Charlotte will be treating them to Pizza and Icecream (thats if we can) hehe. I haven't gone to Acts in ages :(, and i really miss it! But i shall be returning next friday! I'm feeling much muchhhh better today :D, PRAYER and medicine work real fast!
I learnt alot through me being real sick this time. For the 2 days when i was sick, i really had no energy and i just wanted to sleep the day away. I was grumpy and i let the flu get the best of me. So i'm SUPER sorry if i treated anyone badly. I was real mad at myself that i was getting sicker each day and i didn't really take into thought about prayer. I totally forgot about it. Then on the 3rd day of my sickness (by this time i was sooooo tired, restless and annoyed), while showering i was convited by the Holy Spirit all of a sudden. Just one word, 'humble'. Peace and assurance just filled my bathroom (ahahahah) and i cried. I told God that i was so sorry and i asked for forgivness straight away. I know by now you would have thought that i got better right? Total opposite!
On thursday morning i went to school, noseblock free and fever down! but towards the end of the day, i started to get stomaches and at the end of the day, i vommited. I didn't just vomit blood, but i threw up blood as well. It scared the Chickendaylights out of me i tell you. I just spent time praying in tongues, hoping that it wasn't anything. The next day, a lump appeared on my head near my neck. I told my mom and she said she'll bring me to the doctor at the end of the day. I was meant to go for dance practise with the kids (friday), however i vommited 4times in school, and my mom picked me up early to see the doctor. By then i was exhausted and all i could do was just pray.
Went for my check up at the doctors, i was scared as what! But Praise God, the Doctor said that the lump was nothing serious it was just a reaction due to my sickness and that i'll go away when my infection goes away!! Praise God!!!
Dearest rae,
The suara came out not a few days ago and the theme for it was JIS'S 10th Birthday. Before it came out, i receievd an email about asking me to write in it, since i've been in JIS for that long :). I was excited but somehow they didn't follow up with me after a few replies. I wondered why, but when i saw the suara, most of the articles done by those who have studied in JIS since 1997, have brothers and sisters who are overseas now. They talked about their siblings and all. I guess it would've been real hard to write about what happened. Yours friends like Yvonne and Sam wrote about their years in JIS, it was so nice to read about them. Oh gosh i miss you so much... i'm turning 17 soon rae, you'd be the big 20 this year. You'd be in University, and i'd be... i dont know actually. I wonder about the sillest things really, like how you would have grown and looked like now. More like mom or dad? Hahaha. We'd have great laughs remember? getting gum stuck in our hair when we were small and stupid ahahaha. Play pathetic games like 'kidnapping' where we tie each other up and time how long we could get out, and our reason? to train if we ever got kidnapped! ahahahah. We'd play cooking, shopping etc... I rememeber we went swimming at mabohai with daddy you'd teach me 'freestyle' and get so annoyed with me cause i couldn't breathe and move my arms at the same time ahahah. These SMALL TINY VAGUE memories i have with you, are gonna live with me forever. I still think about you and it hasn't hit me yet, it'll take time. I still think your sleeping over your friends place... I love you, jie.
because HE deserves the BEST. :)
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