Oh ma gash, mel, after so long, YOU FINALLY appeared! :P Hahaha, i almost gave up. HAHAHA. Right, just kidding. Today was a great day with the little little breakthrough that has happened. Like, praying for my friend to come to school. She did. A few of us were really worried for her and all. Because she usually comes early but after a certain incident, we didn't think she would make it today. But she did. If you're ever reading this, we love you and know that. :) You know who you are. Weehehehe! Thank you for all the wishes and hugs and whatsoever! I seriously don't feel like I'm 16 but i'll get use to it. Been really busy as usual. Lots and lots of homework. Most of them are completing incomplete ones but yea. It's all good. Really glad to at least get some things off my back! The valentine's day event (this was really fun), projects, homework, blah blah blah. I don't have any homework today so i can finally do some studying tonight. And i got something i really wanted last week. A new heart. Something i've been struggling to get ever since the year began. Being a leader of something, really makes me realize how much i need God. As this phrase echoes in my head, that through God, we can accomplish anything. So after times of struggling, it's finally done! :D Acts last friday was awesome. The message was short, simple yet so powerful. We were given this paper heart. Then Ps.Ling talked about the things that have hurt us in the past or recently. And if any were related to what we've been through, we'd tear off a bit of the paper heart. The little emotional wounds buried and sewn to our hearts. Rejection. Abuse. Peer pressure. Loneliness. Whatever. These little things could crush our hearts to pieces. As i tore of bits and bits off my paper heart, i began to realise how small it was. I realised i was hurt by so many things. Maybe not as small as some others but it was never the size i expected. I think the deadliest one i've suffered was loneliness. What it almost led to before was just so pathetic. I mean i wasn't too WOAH. Because i knew my Saviour. But it wasn't loneliness. I just needed my focus back. That passion i once had. A clean heart. That was all i needed. So i ran to the altar. I was so tired i just surrendered it all to God once again. I was so tired of holding the load, the load that over and over i have tried to give but it just won't reach. It was great. (: And when we went back to our seat, we found a red paper stuck underneath our seat. On it was drawn a new heart. And every single heart has a personalized message on it. Mine said 'Superbly unique one and only.' :D




Our hearts have been broken by so many little things in this world. How fragile a heart is sometimes. People all around the world has definitely faced the storms of their lives and thinking that there will never ever be a cure to them. But they're wrong. :) We do have a Healer. Our God. Father. He's the one that truly unites a heart back together. He's like the plaster or tape that holds it back together. By the blood shed on the Cross by His Son Jesus, we are healed. It's not just the diseases but our broken hearts. God's love and mercy is indeed immeasurable. No one can love you more than He can. :) People come and go, but God has an eternity with you. :) It's proven over and over again, through testimonies, through the Word, that He will never leave nor forsake us. No matter what :).


Amazing, no? :D


Okay, i totally need to study! :D Toodlesbanoodles!



Mel, you're so much smellier than onions! Wahahaaahhahahahaahhahahahaha.....kill me if you can. Oh wait. You can. You do know where i live. Darn. :(

michelles.