When you find no way, look to God and He'll ALWAYS provide a way.

It's getting closer now, Exams. I'm on the way to finishing my revision. Jess and Charlotte sleptover yesterday, because we went Ms. Green's wedding, it was a fun. For once i went to a wedding thats not that Formal, you know like chinese weddings? they're really formal, and there are ceremonies, so yeah i got to experience something like the movies. Soyep.

I've been listening to really good songs from Youtube. I recommend : -

- Healer by planetshakers
- Made to worship - Chris Tomlin
- Lifesong - Casting Crowns

They boost me up with Faith everytime :D

I have come to a point where i've put my foot down to make a decision and right now i'm working on it! I feel great! The Joy of the Lord is my Strength! I really thought that i would just have 'this' feeling for one or two days, but i've been feeling great i think for 3weeks now, after i made a decision that i want to LIVE for GOD. It really has a meaning when you say that your devoted to God. Its not just saying it like saying 'hello', its making a commitment. So 3 weeks ago i felt so annoyed with myself, because i had ON and OFF feelings. So i put my FOOT DOWN and said to God wholeheartly 'I just want nothing more but to LIVE this LIFE all i have for YOU', because i knew that i couldn't do it on my own. So i surrendered. and ever since then, i've felt Joy and i feel as though somehow i've grown wiser to make MORE wiser decisions. I read in 1 Thessalonians 5, that we have to really Praise God in whatever situation, He'll see your Faith and Bless you. I didn't really think that was possible, till i gave it a shot, I used Gods word in my life. Like...

When i hit a situation with my parents, and i hear them fight and i cry. but then when i remember that verse, i beginning to sing songs like ' how great is our God ' and ' none but Jesus ' and really, the next thing you know my parents are not fighting their sortting it out like adults. They've grown so much closer now, that my dad is actually being "sweeter" to my mom (: which i find really cute ahahah. even though sometimes when my dad manjas to me, and i find it annoying i still find it so cute that he loves his 2 Girls that he has in his life. (: I'm sure he's beginning to feel the Love of God through me and my mommy (: After this, oh my gosh, i hunger for Gods word even more. Its like desperation and the feeling of knowing and remembering powerful verses to defend ureself in a crisis.

Try it, and you wont regret it :D

Tomorrow is New years eve! and Von's coming back
( HIIII VON IF YOUR READING THIS MISSING YOU MAN! :D )

Gonna spend New years with Agape (: my family. and of course daddy and mommy and sri are gonna be there too :D hehe. I'm dancing for Emerald combined with Acts29 and PLK ! hehe. Gonna be a fun nightttzzzzzzz (: the theme is FUNKY and COOL ahahahahaha so yes. you can imagine how crazy we're gonna get with what we're gonna wear.